it has been awhile, hello again.
time flies, january ended and one month has passed.
had a great christmas break, spent it wisely.
and of course, five weeks later, on the night before school starts, we all worry.
i mean, i did.
yesterday, was the day that i started dancing again, after six years. contemporary jazz was my love.
i loved dancing, perhaps a little part of me still does, every once in awhile – dancing by myself to some mainstream pop music.
enthusiasm was definitely within me when i first heard i get to dance again, but it would be sexy street hip hop. “give it a try”, i told myself. a fish out of water, that was how i felt while dancing hip hop, especially the being sexy part. many times i thought of quitting.
the exit sign was so tempting.
i’m insecure, don’t know what for.
fear of looking like an odd ball from everyone else.
fear of dancing in front of everyone.
just a whole bunch of fears and worries – which i should really learn to let go.
a fortune teller once told me that i worry too much, at such a young age, i guess she was right. time to let go and just live life like there’s no tomorrow - cliche, but so true.
off to a happier subject, i got my grades for my first semester and i am satisfied.
second upper class and first class honours marks, not bad i guess.
treated myself an awesome piece of chocolate fudge cake from a local tea shop, as a reward; truly satisfying.
speaking of feeling great, it definitely feels great meeting new people, from different places, even though we’re from the same country. a good dinner, (of conversations and laughters) was all it took, to be friends with new people.
january has been well, and the year 2013 is looking promising so far.
here’s to february being as good or even better than january *cheers*
oh charlie, cheer up and don’t ever give up. think happy thoughts